| Hello again, | | | | past life. I wish I had never been born. I don't |
| This article is about me and my law enforcement | | | | want this shame, this pain, but I'm forced to live |
| career. I just spoken via email with a reporter and | | | | with it. Sure I'm a free man now, I've written a |
| anchor for a major news station here, and it | | | | book, I have created alliances with well known |
| brought me back to the late 70's, the time that I | | | | individuals all over the United States, but |
| became a rogue cop and dishonored the badge | | | | something is missing. |
| and the peoples' trust. He and I speak often via | | | | After speaking with him I know now what it is: |
| email. Since my surrender as a fugitive for 22 | | | | Normality! |
| years, I still think often about my past days. This | | | | I'm only known now for the bad I've done. I'm |
| friend , the news anchor, will be performing an | | | | known because I was rogued. The insane and |
| interview with me to discuss my past life in detail. | | | | horrible events in my past life has made me |
| He's an honorable and well known person in my | | | | appear special. I'm not special, I'm still ashame. |
| community. I see his programs every evening and | | | | Even though what I did happen 28 years ago, I |
| night. This man has no business interviewing or | | | | feel the cold, hard shame. His honor overshadows |
| speaking to a man such as myself. He has honor. | | | | my dishonor to the point that it sickens me. |
| I have no honor. | | | | I want to say this to all of you, Try hard, very |
| Tonight, after reading his email, it brought tears to | | | | hard not to offend others and yourself. You will |
| my eyes. Why? Because he speaks to me with | | | | pay the price. Now, I must get up, wipe these |
| such respect that it hurts. It hurts because I truly | | | | tears from my face, and attempt to appear |
| wish I had the dignity and respect that he thinks I | | | | respectable again. |
| deserved. I am so sorry for all the wrongs in my | | | | |